Thank for the input Allen, I do know that there are others on here that need me, so I drop in once in awhile. Last night I was discussing the whole sitch with someone who is familiar with my story. She made the comment that "I had made good/right choices" along the way as this ride has progressed. It gave me a good feeling that someone, who was not familiar with the books and this site, could recognize the good work I have done since this began. I don't think I have not made mistakes, however they have been very minor.
