I did read your last threads. Sorry about your kitty and your mum. Don't give up hope. It is great that your H says I love you and even saying the OW is mental and is telling her not to call her. Not to be mean, but I hope my H can come to this realization about the OW in my life. Because, I already know she is mental. I feel for you, too and I hope things can work our for you. I think you are doing really good. Don't worry about losing it sometimes. I do the same thing. But I have realized that posting and venting on here with other people that really understand and can relate really does help. It does really stink though to be on that emotional rollercoaster. Sometimes I just want to get off the roller coaster.
I wish I could help you, but my H just came home this past Saturday night. I am very new to this but I am hopeful, but scared. I am so tired of feeling this way. Sometimes I feel that I should not have to compete with anyone else. I have made mistakes, though, too. The DR Book really taught me a thing or two. I would not have realized the reasons for some of the things that were happening and think I found it at the right time. I am catching the "little things he is doing, too."
