Thank you Shades and PS. \:\) Yes, I am so thankful for today. Finally feel Up!

You know holding my niece today, all I could think about was how truly awful and stupid this whole crisis is. What a serious waste. Yes, I know, H is revisiting his childhood and all that; he has issues to work out from years ago, etc. Still, I see all this time as such a waste right now.

I still love him but he's such a lost soul. I think the point I am at is that I would give him a chance but I won't wait if something else should come into my life and offer me a chance at happiness. Life really is too short. I am content to be by myself right now and heal. But I do not want to be alone forever.

Thanks for the congrats tonight. I am excited to go see her again tomorrow. I just baked a big batch of assorted muffins to take over tomorrow for everyone, so the apt. smells good.

Thank you Annie! \:\)

Last edited by hopefloats7; 03/07/07 01:12 AM.

Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.