New to Piecing II

[COG]

BI,

COG, I so want to claim this on my end too for my H.

Nobody's stopping you but YOU!

Doesn't it make you insane, too?

Only when I let it.

I keep thinking I'm peaking, I'm fabulous, and he's leaving me to rot over here. I was leaving the gym today and got one of those don't-realize-it's-you moments when I saw myself in the window reflection. OMGosh, I thought, I really am good looking.

Just keep with that thought, and don't go to the "What the hell is WRONG with him?" thought.

I'm tired of 'servicing' myself so much, and about a third of the time, I end up crying afterwards.

Well try to look at the bright side. You can get it almost perfectly right, whereas your H would probably be doing things not quite right. Sometimes it is saddening to be our own lover, but hey, it could be worse. You could have no hands, or worse be paralyzed without any feeling at all. You could be on your deathbed right now, not knowing if you'll see another day. It could always be worse, try enjoying the moments more, and let our struggling S's just struggle awhile longer.

Hang in there woman! And feel free to come rant on my thread anytime.

Love,

COG