Talked to H for our daily 11:30 lunch call - he called as scheduled.
H was light and happy. We talked about kids, H said he had to get lottery ticket - I said winning 350 million would only complicate his issues. H said he'd run off with Heather Locklear (this has been a long time joke since we were dating - he was always going to run off w/Heather if he came into millions). I got sensitive and said that's not funny... he apologized and said he was being insensitive. I told him the pattern I am seeing (or realized this AM) H gets mean with me and lashes out when Ow is putting the pressure to him. H said "I am starting to see things in a new light, please bear with me. You said it took a long time to get here and it will be awhile before it gets fixed." WTH --now do I read positives into THAT???? My head is spinning.
We got back to some light convo - me making him laugh and then I ended it (I ALWAYS do now) and said goodbye.
I know I just need to continue with my goals and keep the faith - I just pray he's not stringing me along....
Me41 H44 * M16 yrs * D13 S10 8/06 H wants a D * 1/07 OW Truth 2/07 Searated * 7/07 H moved home First Thread Surviving Separation Now Piecing
