Well, it's normal for the sexual feelings/excitement of new relationship to wear off somewhat. You cannot expect that same level of chemistry that was at the beginning of your R. It's almost impossible to maintain. You ended a previous M and had an A because you were continually seeking that feeling. So if you want this new M to work, you are going to have to really make a conscious effort to control your own emotions. It's ok to want but need is another story. I can relate to you. I am constantly fighting those same feelings. Some days are better than others. You sound very frustrated. But you need to look at yourself right now and stop getting angry at your H. That will only make the situation worse. Does your H feel like everything is "ok" or is he concerned too?
