Now Surviving Separation

[Heartbroken]

Thanks for your wonderful comments. I just keep trying - I did not do so good from Aug - Jan even with the DBing book read and re-read!! I think it took the final lie he told and me asking him to leave to get ME to see clearer!!

Last night I organized the kids school papers - something I do at the start of every school year - THIS DID NOT HAPPEN FOR THE 1st Time due to our Limbo sitch since 8/9/06. Well last night I threw out the S9 third grade stuff (he has only been in 4ht grade since Aug) and organized the 4th grade items. Finally I feel I am moving forward on things. I just have to - the problem with all our sitch's is that LIFE CONTINUES MOVING FORWARD though we are Paralyzed and spending so much time obsessing with the Affairs and OPs...

I did go to bed slightly sad - realizing how much I miss him. I thanked God for giving me the strength to see all of this through and told my H I still loved him and was not letting go. Cried a few tears and them went to sleep