I am about to go workout and yes I actually want to that is scary huh? I called my h just a bit ago and woke him up I played a bit of one of his favorite roamntic songs from the 40's or 50's in Spanish for him and told him I loved him and I was about to go workout and for him to go back to sleep. He sounded happy and content and like he had a smile on his face. Now I have even more Energy to face my day.
I am feeling good and I told him also the awesome price I could get the ticket for at least he knows I looked it up and I will most likely stay here and wait for him to come home. I can talk to him about that later.
I feel very serene these last few days and just yesterday I got a little nervous and I need to keep working on not absorbing others anger or pain. Or worry to much. This has always been very hard for me. When I saw a lady at the vets office years ago cry b/c her dog had to get put down I started to tear up TOO~ SHEESH!
And my H always teases me and says " OH IS MY BABY GONNA CRY ,, OR HE RUBS MY ARM WHEN I AM TRYING TO BE STRONG AND BITE MY LIP AND NOT CRY ... TO GET ME TO CRY." He is so silly.
Have a Super beautiful day and SMILE~ God bless....
