H is home. I am thrilled. Very happy. I can't almost believe it. It is weird. We hug and kiss and ML. (which is great) It almost seems almost like nothing has happened, but I know it has, so I am so scared and almost waiting for something bad to happen. I am afraid to say or do anything wrong in the fear that he will bolt and run back to gf. I have read the divorce remedy book and I am piecing.
He seems angry at his job and the kids are noisy and out of control a bit which makes him very nervous which in turn makes me nervous. Again, afraid he is going to bolt.
Another thing that bothers me is he had a picture in his wallet of us for 17 years. (yes the same picture). I saw him on Valentines day and it was still there.
When he opened his wallet today I noticed right away the picture was gone. I did not ask, but I am wondering if he took it out or did the gf take it out. I kind of don't think he would. Through all of this he never did take it out and we have been talking about him moving back home since Valentines Day. But this still does bother me. What do you all think? Did he or she take it out? This picture in his wallet meant alot to me, I thought it did to him, too. I am afraid to ask him, should I just let it go?
I am also not bringing up anything that happened in the past. Am trying to be supportive. Keep the house very clean and all the other things I have learned in the book.
Any suggestions would be helpful. I am so scared of him leaving again. I am afraid that he will miss her too much or just have like it over there better or something and want to go back. But he did choose to come home on his own. (well, with a little DBusting help from me).
Cissy --------- first bomb - November 2001 second bomb - November 2005 H moved out - June 2006 H moved back in - March 2007
