Cat I hear what you are saying, and maybe with time I can find that faith again, like everything else in my life it will probably take time.
We had a pretty good evening nothing major, we spent alot of time together, and talked about the dog we want to get for the summer of 2008! so thats encouraging.
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!