Chocolate eyes, thanks for taking the time to reply. I really don't know how you cope with that, this is tearing me up, I don't think I could cope with less. Last night when we went to bed, I tried to snuggle but he was having none of it, and I'm laying there wondering what I can do to make him enjoy me. Qishing I was at my own place on my own, because then there's no expectation. I've been thinking of taking something to lower my libido, but actually I was quite busy yesterday and got on with some things of my own and found that I wasn't as craving of his affection as I usually am, so will try to keep a PMA.
Nopkins, thanks, I'll send it as a link with me email.
