As I reread my last post I see myself saying that my "good works" should have prevented all this, and that is not what I meant, I think?
It is just really ironic that as I get closer to God, something like this just really tosses a wrench in the works. I know that something is the devil who rejoices in this hurt and hate and sorrow, but I don't really know how to deal with a full attack of firery darts. I am familiar with the protection Paul spoke of, but I guess I have misplaced them.
My job this week is to find my helmet, breastplate, shoes, and sword, and then proclaim the glory of the one true God.
81388 Me 43, waw 44, 3 kids(D15,D12,S6)Married 19yr, together 27yr. Bomb 11/27/06, Separated 3/1/07 Divorce filed 4/18/07,
"Because it is in giving that we receive; In forgiving that we obtain forgiveness; In dying that we rise to eternal life" St. Francis
