Just journalin..went to our video club last night with h, he had been to his class on becoming a lay leader for the church..he was so excited to tell me about it, and I was happy to hear it. I just wish I could understand how or why he can dedicate himself to religion and involvement in the church, yet he can't decide if our m is worth the effort. Shouldn't that be his #1 priority..to go and get some c or training on how to piece his m, the very thing that God has joined together..the promises to be there through good and bad??? I don't like these feelings, but am so glad I can come here and just let them go. One of the couples last night talked about having their 25 th anniv., asked me how long we have been m, I said it will be 25 this year..only a few of these people even know we are seperated..I was thinking that I was not even sure we will get to 25..I feel better now. Sue
