Ali, I think that no matter what happens, you'll be proud of yourself for trying, giving it all. If things work out well, your H turns on, then you'll have your beautiful M. If it does'nt, then you'll know you gave it all. Hopefully, there'll be a balance, an ebb and flow that you both can live with.
I'm excited for you, sounds like you're really growing and healing. Keep up the good work on YOU!
God Bless,
COG
COG, You are such a blessing from God. Really. Your words have helped me more than you will ever know. I pray that God will bless you for helping me. Like we say in Mexico " Que Dios te lo page.". Literal translation " May God pay you back." ..( For a good deed)" I am Mexican/Spanish but born and raised in Wisconsin,, imagine it Spanish with a Wisconsin accent just lovely.
And yes I feel like I am healing and it feels like a blessing I just wish I could have felt this way much SOONER. I think you are right about alot and I think if I just take it slow and just relax and be me it will be ok and I wont feel so apprehensive. I can be sexy, funny and sensual and alot of other stuff if I am just relaxed and feel safe and loved. He is really making me feel safe now. Him Inviting me is a big step for him cause his MOM ( now that is a whole other forum).... suffice to say him inviting me to come is HUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE~! So even if I do not go that in itself is a blessing. Once again thank you COG for being you.... Take care and God bless... Ali
