Thanks for reply..I guess I won't give book to h..just seems like they need to read or connect somewhere to figure out what itis they want.. H did call me at work today..asked if I wanted to go to our video club Sat.pm.I sadi yes..he said ok(I did not tell him that I was probably going to go alone)he is starting a Lay leader class Sat..for our church..can't remember if I ever posted that he wanted to be a minsiter when he was 6..but a lay leader can somewhat do some ministries..if needed could substitute and do a sermon..kinda scares me that he might actually what to quit his steady job and go into a seminary..not sure if I could go with that..but then who says I would be with him... wouldn't you also think that if I hurt him this past year for assuming there was an a, that through his faith he could fing forgiveness to me, as I am beginning to forgive him for hurting me in the way he did..but , I sure add alot of those...we have really never sat down and opened up about the true hurts that we might be feeling..the details of what lead us to here...maybe in time, when he feels more sure of what he wants..yet some of the things that I feel need to be said might just set us back..would it be better to get those out now? I try so hard to not feel angry..but I thinks he needs to hear these things. Just venting...again.. Sue p.s. I really was afraid I might get to page 3!!!
