Have a much needed day off..we also get next Monday off...I did get a Valentines day card, wuth a heart in the front and inside it says "have a great day"..i am going to sign it Love.. Oh I know I won't get anything in return..although I did not expect anything for Christmas and got something..who knows..h also should know that getting ravishing gifts on holidays is not my thing..roses, I could care less...he knows what kind of flowers I love..but has only sent flowers a few times in 24 years...My fairy tale day would be to get a big bouquet with a note that says"I know things have been tough..thanks for hanging in there".I don't know if I would ever want an apology from him for what he is feeling and why he felt he had to leave, but I would like some acknowledgement for understanding.. But..that is only my fairy tale dream...I seem to need that hope that it will work out eventually..yet I struggle with the "what if it doesn't" feeling sometimes..since he seems to be coming around a tiny bit..I get hope..then he takes ring off and I get a mixed feeling.. I am venting and probably repeating myself..again..sorry..my daughter says i sometimes just like to hear myself talk!! have a great resat of the day..i am going to go and work on my quilting..for a change.. Sue
