Glad to hear from everyone...don't know, Jethro, if it is a sign for good things to come..but it sure felt better then it has in a long time..just seeing h smile so much brings a joy to my heart..despite everything that has happened, I truly want him to be happy with himself and his life... with or without me...of course I would like the fairy tale ending that he one day says "i'm sorry, thanks for waiting for me, I love you , I want to spend the rest of our lives together" etc...will take it a step at a time Sue
