I truly think that the only chance I have now is to let her go.
You got it! Nothing is guarenteed, but letting her have space really is your best bet. If you need to, go to a therapist and vent, vent here, read some type of calming daily meditiations, meditate, go on low dose anti-depressents... but let go and focus on yourself.
The nice thing about letting go is it gives YOU a break too. You can calm down and focus in on yourself. Try to even enjoy the distance. It can be very healthy and healing.
