Quote: It is strange as I talk to some of my friends and family,they just don't get what it is I am doing...They don't understand how I can be happy and feel good about me and things that are happeneing...
oh boy do I understand that one... I can't even count how many times over the summer people asked me if I was on drugs, (and not the "fun" kind either) there were several times (after the initial shock) that I found myself comforting others involved telling them everyone will be ok, they just couldn't understand. and of course there were people who couldn't understand why I would want him back anyway (I'm sure some still have that thought) but they really don't matter and if they think that then as I told h, we'll just have to show them all that we are happy and they will get over it and if they don't then to hell with them.
it is a long road there are good days and bad, there are days of strength and days of weakness when you just want to crawl up in a ball and cry. but in the end the truth comes out and you realize that you can and will survive no matter what!! and it is only when you realize this and believe it that things can start happening.
