Thanks for all the support...I am feeling pretty good>>despite the fact that I did not sleep much last night...a cold!! I usually have no trouble sleeping..even with all this stuff going on, but last night..
H was in a pretty good mood when he left...I told him I really did not want to go to our video club this weekend, as they are doing some goofy thing with your favorite movie...I need a break from the one guy there who talks wayyyy too much..h stated that he might go to a church conference on becoming a lay leader...do you suppose seminary is next??!!!(remember he said when he was 6 he wanted to be a minister) He has all these different plans to go to weekend things involving the church...I wish I would have said "that sounds great, or "you would be great at that", but no, since I don't think to compliment I did not, guess I can next time I see him. I posted over on MLC about how our minister encourages him to do things for himself, not what other people want, and I got a response that said she is directing him the wrong way and that I should encourage him to find "male" minister to steer him in the right direction.That really bothered me...also hearts blessing responded that all this is about him...that I have nothing to do with why he left, or felt the need to...I guess I disagree a little...our actions and reactions over the years certainly play a part in all of this. Just seemed like all that post was bashing my h for leaving and feeling like he does. Sorry, just had to vent..maybe I just did not want to hear all that. anyway...have a great night, I am going to bed early Sue
