ROOT,

A couple of weeks ago I saw our company Dr and he gave me a 5mg dosage of *gosh* I can't remember the name!! But it's more for anxiety - it has REALLY helped with the obsessiveness that I can feel over this.

Cat,

Thank YOU for the reminder. It's hard to forget that they feel *justified* in their actions and so they get to make the rules - as much as I want to fight them, why??!! I won't win and if I have to do this stupid flippin' game for a bit in exchange for the rest of my life with this man, than suck it up. Am I even close??!!

Sheesh...how on earth do we EVER get to this point? Totally and completely mystifies me.