Thanks you guys...always good to hear from you...I know I must stop wondering whats wrong and those things are getting less and less..I have started my quilting again..I have joined a book club...have church committees...so I can keep busy or just lounge around at night and watch tv. It is those times that we all know happen, when I think maybe he and I are thinking totaly different outcomes of all this..maybe he is paving the way to let me go...gently.. with no intention of even trying and I am thinking of the future with him,a new marriage...even have thought maybe a new house with more breathing room..it is these times that I must journal my feelings. I am so envious of the threads I have read where after only a few weeks or months the spouses are calling...hugging..kissing...talking and I don't have any kind of response or ideas what h is doing or thinking. So don't come down too hard on me..I am really just posting my frustrations.I have done a great job on patience..in every aspect of my life..something that does not come easy. Night all Sue
