AH, thanks so much for your post and support. Jeanette, it is a girl. We do know this much. I'm thrilled. And yes, buying doll clothes (as I call it) is great fun. I helped my brother paint the nursery which made me feel great, too.
Well, I just found out that the other job I'd been waiting to hear about (not the "big" one I am truly hoping to get offered) was given to someone else. I'd been waiting to hear about this other one for 3 months; they finally made a choice. Not me. Ok, God...what is going on here?! In need of good news soon. If not, I'm going to go on a serious chocolate binge. Yikes.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.