Mama, I just love you. I just got out of the shower, and had been thinking about the "limbo" thing, and decided that focusing on it is allowing it to expand, so I'm going to let that frustration go, and keep focusing on the fact that really, my life is pretty good.
Yes, as the weather gets better, the kids and I can spend some time with H in ATV-related activities. He has mentioned the possibility of getting one for me, and I think I will pursue that direction. Now, I would like a large check to appear in the mail this month so I can build a machine shop for H in our back yard!
I will put some thought to what I need to see from/ask of H, and possible break downs.
Here are the positive things H did this weekend: -stayed with the kids for 5 hours on Saturday morning so I could do some shopping -came over for dinner yesterday afternoon -he left after dinner, but came back to watch a television show we enjoy together late in the evening -after the show, he gave me two hours of undivided attention