I so badly want to tell her tonight how sorry I am for this weekend, and ask her if we can go back to where we were on friday. At least before my outburst she was living at home, calling me when she was on her way home, and we were doing alot as friends. Now she's moving back to her parent's house, and we agreed I wouldn't call her, that I would wait for her to call me. I feel like I'm pushing her right out the door with this last meltdown.
