Cinderellaman - A lot of praying, by me, friends and family. It is the toughest thing I ever did. Everytime you think you hit the bottom, . . . but as several posters have said, when you have finally had enough you can walk away, knowing that you did your best, and that what you are not doing, is for you, the best. Remember I am 17 months post bomb. his affair went on 15 months PA and longer as an EA, so it has been tough
Beleve me, I still think I am crazy to stand, a lot of the time.
