What happened to all the positive attitudes!

[jamespb75]

despite being told W was going to visit OM, I blew it off.

We had a good dinner
I made cookies for S, and a cheesecake for W
We watched t.v.
We both played with S
laughed and shared a few moments of eye contact.
She came in after I fell asleep and complained about stomach cramps, sat in my bed for a few mins and went to take meds.
Didn't wear shirt in front of her so she could look at how much wieght I had lost, she looked
she looked at picture album of S, of all his old pics. We were all in them

[Aud31]

H watched the little kids for a few hours today so I could have some ME time

[mcojh]

this sounds crazy....but I was able to honestly tell my W how I feel, through sobbs etc. It was the only good thing.

[jamespb75]

though W was with OM this weekend, and my emotional breakdown yesterday, I had a great night with S, and BIL, and his friend.

I slept well, with very little bad thoughts running through my head.

I detached from situation this morning, W wanted to get into a fight about me being angry(which I was not) I blew it off and went on my way.

[jamespb75]

I forgot a very important one.

All the people who supported me yesterday in my moment of crisis. Thank You all

[whatisis]

Last night we had a wonderful time looking through our photo albums and telling funny "remember this" kinds of stories with the kids. Then W went out with OP. The last part wasn't the good part!

[flip]

I had a really good horse ride, got some nice canter transitions

[whatisis]

I watched a movie (first one in a long time), W went to bed. It worked for me!

[mcojh]

I slept good

[flip]

I do try to find a postive in every negative sitch. Apart from H, it's usually commuting that most tries my patience. My train was delayed this morning and packed out so I had to stand for 40 minutes (in high heels) crammed in with other commuters. I was starting to get really annoyed, so I put some cheesy rock tunes on my ipod and instantly felt much better.