Update? Well, today W told me that she's really unhappy. I told her that I am truly sorry, and that I don't like to see her this way. She told me that I don't care, that I'm not doing anything about it. She had yelled at me earlier "Why can't you just accept that we're through? We're going to end up hating each other if we continue this nonsense any longer. Why do you insist on torturing me?" She also said something during the day about how she resents having to live by someone else's rules in her own house. Of course, I'm being blamed for her stuff, but there's not much I can do to show her this. In fact, showing her comes off as blaming, which I won't do. I am growing weary of hearing over and over how I'm the cause of her unhappiness. It's been so long since I've had much in the way of affection from her. The fact that she still actively hates me often enough tells me she still feels passionately about me, which means there's hope, but I'm growing a bit tired of it. I need a vacation.
“No problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it. ” – Albert Einstein
