Mama said this several days ago, and I want to come back to it:
"You have given alot of thought to how you want your life to be, now live it like you already have all of those things."
I am going to focus more on this concept...I had a chance to get out for a few hours to do some shopping this morning, and it was interesting to me that on my half-hour drive, naggy little thoughts about my sitch kept creeping in, and I refused to let them bother me--just let them float right on out of my head. By the time I reached the mall, I felt great, and enjoyed looking strangers in the eye and smiling. It occured to me that I am getting better at this, and I am feeling so much more secure. THIS IS HOW I WANT TO LIVE. An abundant life, full of joy and peace and love.
No change in daily interactions with H...I'm still praying, but no longer pleading.
