how to keep calm and patient??

[inpain]

Now don't forget to turn on that dance music while you redecorate and do a little booty shake! LOL

LOL!!! you make me laugh Rainbowlove. That is exactly what I've been doing - shaking my booty to the music while painting the ceiling! I keep forgetting that I'm stood on a chair so people can probably see me in the window from the street so I'm sure I must have given somebody a laugh by now!

I need to keep busy like you say as I can feel the pressure mounting inside my head to ask H what is going on with the whole unmentionable thing. We've hardly spent any time together the last two weeks and it just seems like the whole reconnecting and improving the R thing has gone out of the window. I am determined to stay strong and not mention anything for the entire week but I admit it's really trying me now as I get towards the end.

After I've finished the decorating I'm doing an oil painting to go in the room after that's finished I'll need a new idea.