Making the leap - Hopefully wount Jinx it!

[limbo]

Thanks for that Cat it makes sense, and I do think he is emotionally retard, but I hope with the help of his theripist he comes out of that.
We went out on a "date" last night, we are trying to do that every Friday, and so far doing pretty good, we had a nice time, laughed and talked, nothing heavy though.
It seems like things are getting better, although I still can't lose the sense of dread, like I am waiting for the other shoe to drop. I am hoping with time that will fade.
I think part of it, is that I don't want to let my guard down, so that I don't get as hurt, although I think the hurt would be even great this time, if he did go back with her or leave again, as I have had to comprimise myself alot to have him back and be as I am with him.