He cannot get over the OW help us...

[Heartbroken]

Sometime I feel I am out here too much and then other times I am so glad to be a part of this family...who knew there was this much hurting going on in this world. And we are just a small part of it - think of all of those that just give up and file for D.... I will not be the one to give in (at this point) H has to make that decision and convince me we are done. I have 18 yrs invested in this family and their (H & Ow) 8 mos fling is just a SMALL INSIGNIFICANT blip in the big picture of things. I am fighting this tooth and nail for the sake of our two kids, for my marriage and mostly for ME. I never knew how much I actually loved this man - I mean I knew I did but never would I have believed I could accept and forgive an affair!!! You can never say never until your in those shoes...