I feel like such a hypocrite. Here I am trying to help others and share my thoughts and advice, while I'm struggling!!!
My husband left on a vacation with a few guys (I know at least most are married, not sure about the rest). He's going to the caribbean. I'm freaking about this imagining bikini clad beauties, fun evenings out, nice dinners, drinks, dancing etc....
Nevermind the fact I haven't had a vacation in a long long time (oh yeah, husband did take me snowboarding for a couple of days, but I do dislike cold weather and am a complete dork on the slopes so it's not my idea of a "dream vacation").
Sorry to complain and sound like a spoiled brat here, but I'm envious and feeling very strange about this whole thing. There's this part of me that wonders why am I peicing? After all this $hit why wouldn't I want to be on a nice tropical vacation with some guy who is crazy about me rather than babysitting while my husband gets to go out on my dream vacation and has an amazing time.....
There is no arriving, ever. It is all a continual becoming.
