Thats what I am doing, letting her chase me now. I have chased her for seven months, and now that I work on making myself comfortable in our home, I feel the eggshells are gone. I could see a little look in her eye last night, something long gone. Maybe it was me but I noticed something.
Like theo said, watch your heart. I have mine wrapped soo tight in my Son, that I don't let every little thing turn me in to a hopefull mess. I just set myself up for disappointment. I have a little hope, and it keeps me from jumping the gun. I pray hard, and keep a PMA.
Be strong and be proud of your night last night. But refuel, the road is very long.
M-31 W-25 S-1 1/2 bomb dropped 9-01-06,and repeating over and over "I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be." Groucho Marx.