though they are h's tickets...he splits them with bil (well the past two years anyway) and therefore bil owns that ticket...he chooses to send along his little wife in his place when he doesn't go...think though that if my h bothered to think gee bil how bout I buy your seat that way I can take ll...I think sil should understand that. but no h just goes along with sil and doesn't think of me at all...only thinks to not let me know that she went instead of bil.
h can think what he wants of me...I know what I bring to the r, I know what I do for h and for this family...I am all done trying. Its my turn to just be me and do what I want to do...my considerations belong now only to my children...let h see what it's like to be me for a while only having a partner when it's conveinent to that partner.
