thanks for stopping buy guys...I really do get a boost when I see that I have a response!!
so yesterday was an odd day...I went out to the store to get some diapers and odds and ends..purposefully left my cell phone behind...was getting a bit down while I was out...was having an urge to call ow and let her know what a piece of crap she is/was for having such a friendship with my h before I knew (as if she really thought it would be ok) and after...but then again there are times when I want to send her an annonomous copy of dr in hopes that she will not put her h and children through the d that she is claiming she wants. was a bit down about h.... I know it's just the snowplowing throwing him off a bit... btw he did make it up to bed sometime around midnight but never made it to the shower til the am (ohh stinky sheets)
so last night was nice...h was feeling like junk and I expected him to just fall asleep but he did not...he snaked the drain in my shower that wasn't working well played with dd and sat with son a bit...then came up while I was giving son a bath..and h read him a story...h lit a fire and chilled out watching movies with me..and was kinda talkative...we flipped back and forth to football during the comercials and when I would do the flipping h would laugh..(honestly what's the diff watch a comercial or watch football?? watch football and make him happy)
so event h asked me to sit on the couch with him...we hung out til the last movie was over and then trudged up to bed..
h slept in this am...and later (after he goes in to check on a job that got damaged) we will go to his moms for a dinner (late christmas gathering) and then attempt to convince one of them to watch the kids so we can go to a party my friends are having.