LL, you do inspire us..we hear someone who is so strong..it is ok thought to feel insecure..unsure..it must be normal to have those feelings..hopefully they will be less and less as time goes on. You got diamonds!!!wow... that is what I got last year..then 3 months later the m is in trouble..I did get a nice sweater this year from h. I told d before Christmas that a necklace to go with earriings would be nice, and maybe someday I will get them..who knows. Your h still sounds like he is trying, keep looking at the positive things and remember it does take lots of healing time.Keep the faith Sue
