Just_Me - Thank you, I will need lots of that, along with a strong will. Most people would just give up @ this point. My counsler said I was "extraordinarily forgiving and loyal". She had actually given up on the marriage many months ago. But, now she is taking great interest in my situation.

Of course, I will have to learn a lot about the disease. But, finally, it is all making sense now....the changing moods, the cycles.

Thanks for your tongue in cheek support.

Deb

Joy and Sorrow...when one sits alone with you at your board, remember the other is asleep upon your bed.
~Kahlil Gibran

Me: 46
H: 45
Married: 5.0+ years
Bomb: May 17, 2006
0 living children, 2 babies in heaven
1 dog, 2 cats