maybe it's just me...maybe I am too insecure to be with h.. maybe my social anxiety makes it difficult for me to be with h..
maybe h is in a mlc... maybe h is just not the guy for me...
maybe h is slipping back to his old ways..
I would assume the courteous thing to do if you are going to leave the house (even if to go to the end of the driveway to chop wood) is to say...I'll be outside...but h went from the shower to the wood pile...h is again back to sitting in front of the computer listening to the pat's highlight clip from last season..
do these things matter?? I suppose not...maybe I'm just too considerate...or maybe it just pisses me off cause I wanted to take a shower and h is now out side at the wood pile so I cannot...lest I want to come out and find that son has made a mess of something or dd has woken and is screaming...
