thanx bob,

my degree is actually in human services..with a minor in counceling if ya can believe that!!!

I have talked about going back to school to get a masters degree and get into social work but h points out it costs money??? so doesn't football tickets and airfare to go to miami to see your team and the superbowl and all that crap??? right?
and also there is the overlying factor that neither I nor h want to put the kids in day care and h just doesn't seem to find it within him to acctually accomidate me as far as a schedule goes (at least not when he's actaully trying to be with me cause he sure had no problem getting here when he wasn't) to even get a little job to keep me busy and seeing new faces...(I think it would be kinda fun to work the local convienience store for a couple nights...get to meet the town.) I almost feel like h wants me to be a kept woman...of course h will say...what'd you think it would be like having kids...a gee i dunno... thought maybe we'd share the resposibility but know most of it would be on me??

does h not realize how simple things can really be dealt with here....what little it is I am really asking for...

why is it I feel like I am asking too much of h....or at least h thinks I am asking to much of him??

LL