so fine I went to try to start decorating the tree and got pissed and attempted to call h...two way not working...call phone direct...not working...call beeper say nothing...call phone call two way (you get the point) tried to use two way to call buddie...no response...beep h agian and leave shitty message...try to two way him again and suddenly it looks like it's working...so I call the phone instead and low and behold h answers saying he's on his way home...I say oh where are you...were leaving the place now...who are you with...Im with buddie...ya why didn't he answer his phone h puts buddie on the phone...yada yada whatever...I let h know that I'm happy he finaly has a friend to hang out with and that's nice and all but this isn't working...that it would have been nice for him to call me and let me know that he'd be late or whatever...or just call to reasure me of where he is...anyway h was reluctant to tell me were he actually was..a place...what place...a place in xtown...ya what place club whatever...it's a sports bar...whatever I think I've seen the place and it's a big dive and more than a sports bar...whatever...I didn't say that though cause it doesn't matter.
I told h that at this point in light of all that has happend I do not think it is ok for h to be hanging out with buddie and that he is not entitled to the freedoms he is trying to have...in a normal marriage yes but not now.
h knows this (sure as hell aint acting like it though) I do wonder what the hell is wrong with buddies w? buddie sure seems to be free all the time!!!
I told h that it would be nice if instead of going out with buddie all the time he would take me out..
at this point I think h is still a little child and though he is doing alot of good things he still doesn't know how to do the r thing.
