thanx jw,
I needed to hear all of what you had to say and honestly it does make sense....and it would have helped a while ago but as it is now 12:30 am and h has not called since 7:45 and is still not home yet it isn't much comfort....I'm sure I'll get some lame excuse....he fell asleep...bla bla bla....didn't want to call incase I was asleep...bla bla bla

whatever...wouldn't be so bothered if he at least called another time while out...or if when he did call earlier he was more talketive or included buddie somewhat in the conversation or hell used the actual phone from friends house instead of the cell so I would know he was really there....

whatever...

LL who is pissed of and going to decorate the damn tree that she still hasn't started yet and hopes that at this point h does not come home and if he does that she is already asleep when he does....and hopes that she can keep herself from calling him and giving him [censored] for not calling and not being here yet!!!

feeling like a doormat!!!

LL