LL, I feel for you right now and your feelings..your h doen't sound like he is really ready to committ 100% to the m. Oh some days it seems he is, but from what I am seeing here on the board, the real piecing is just beginning for both of you. Think of all you have both been through, it won't get fixed, healed, forgiven in a few short weeks, months. Keep the faith that you are going to be able to handle anything that comes your way. Look at your success this far..Keep doing things that are fun for you. Sue
