ok the man is strange....he has not the words for me...he (at times) walks about with great indifference...when I let him know I do not like this ...his attitude angers me more...his attitude is to continue to walk about and not say anything at all.....as I still wonder what the hell is going on...h goes outside to take care of the trash...then comes in and asks for my keys??? why???? he's taking it down to the car wash to vacuum it and clean it for me...what is wrong with this picture???
why does this man not have words for me...you can be sure that he was not taking care of ow's car or trash or things like that...I am supposed to believe that their r was not physcial as ours seems very very much to be...when there are no words there is a hug...
I suppose I am more jeolous of an ea than I would be of a pa...I want the emotional, connection, friendship, etc...that he had with her...perhaps I have better than her because I have a mixture of it all...and she only had the friend aspect (supposedly)
