I am a sahm...and I didn't even know it!! in a silly mood...
realizing that I've been a bit down lately for many reasons that do not have anything to do with h... being at home though a blessing and a privilage has its down side. since h has come back (or actually in the months prior when I started to detach) I've put on some weight...probably not such a bad thing as people were starting to worry about me...I lost alot fast and was starting to look like a bone rack not good..but I liked it. time to start exersizing if I'm gonna hang with h and have chinese food at night I gotta stay fit..for me!!
I am going out with one of my girlfriends tonight!!! getting dressed nice, no real plans yet we'll just go with the flow of the evening..I always have fun with her...
talked with h last night...I was soooo depressed with myself yesterday... h is not going anywhere...here is where he wants to be...he could not be with ow because he wanted to be here and that is why he has come back...not a big fear that I had.
just wanted to put down some happy thoughts and let you all know I'm doing ok... kids running a muck today...we're heading out to the store for a break..
tommorow we'll all go as a family and get the tree!!!! LL
