note to self STOP LOOKING FOR SOME GRAND GESTURE!!!!
yes reconciling is difficult.... yes the weather and h's schedule are difficult obsticals..but I have been doing a bit of thinking.....
I didn't get a great response from him when I gave him back the ring (left it out for him to choose to put back on or not) and it bothered me...guess maybe a hug or something would have been nice. one thing can lead to soooo many other things being picked at.
