Read the chapter on infidelity again. Tomarrow try to turn over a new leaf. focus your energy towards something positive. See if you notice a difference.
Also, read on my thread what everyone is writing, and try to apply it towards your sitch, take a good look at muddles comments.
M-31 W-25 S-1 1/2 bomb dropped 9-01-06,and repeating over and over "I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be." Groucho Marx.