thanks dotty, yes I am just venting my anger and stopping by to add more...h worked and worked and put all his attention to work and despite the fact that I kept telling him there was more to life than that he didn't see it til one day he started talking to ow and "saw that there was something else" wtf...make sense dumb ass...you tell me once that you spent time with her before we were married and questioned your feelings for her...and for me...marry me..nothing changes with me (duh! you keep working and spending little time with me doing anything fun) and then the dumb ass that you are...start hangin out with her more and more and more and more and more till you reach a point where you don't want to be in your home with your kids anymore...who are you and why the hell did I marry you... you say you have no complaints about me...tell everyone what a great wife and mother I am..how well I take care of you...how "awesome" I am...yet it seems that I am the one having to win you back??? buddy you screwed up and majorly...you were a crappy bf...a half assed h...you have an affair...lie about it (the continuing to see her after disclosure) leave me, tell me you want a d...then you decide to come home and it's all your way (yes I've gotten some of the things I asked for but really am I asking for much?) you should be kissing my ass and not just in a sexual way wich btw you seem to be enjoying bet that's why you want to come by tonight?? to make up for your falling off last night?? sorry I'm just too tired and not in the mood go take a shower and beat off like you supposedly used to do when you were deneying me physical gratification!! me go out of my way and bite my tounge to keep you???? buddy you should be walking on eggshells round me..on your best behaviour...and I don't think your doing that at all...think your living pretty large right now. LL
