thanks once again to everyone for stopping by...you do not know what it does for my pma..
patience...I am trying everyday to have it, what is helping is to realize what it is I want..recognize that things are moving in that direction...and think...what else would I be doing anyway??
the ring issue...is starting to be a bother to me...not so much that I'm not wearing mine but that h isn't wearing his...I have taken it out of the cabinet and put it on the windowcill by the sink...if he wants to put it back on he can..I will not put mine back on til asked to do so...and then I would like to see a priest to reinstate our vows..(I don't think I'd get a fight)
trying to deal with the snow messing with h's schedule and sleep...trying to accept the fact that at least for now the late nights up with h have ceased (but the sex is still there)
so all in all things are going well...I am still scared but am taking the stance at this point..hey if he leaves he leaves...been there done that...I'll survive...If I catch him still with ow...or a new ow at anytime...he leaves this time not by his choice but mine!!!
ok so...I don't know...just taking it one day at a time...or trying to anyway.
