I know how I can get there, it's when my changes I have made are true and subconciously put in to action. right now I have to put forth an effort to do things that are not in my daily routines.
The other thing is biting my tongue, and I'm sure we all do this. If you don't then your one hell of a person.
M-31 W-25 S-1 1/2 bomb dropped 9-01-06,and repeating over and over "I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be." Groucho Marx.